Dear prudence

Dear Prudence

I WISH I NEW THE TRICK TO FORGETTING.
IM TIRED OF THINKING ABOUT YOU, HOW YOU STILL AFFECT ME NOW AND HOW I CANT HELP BUT WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND. I THINK I WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH THE PERSON YOU WERE NOT THE PESON YOU HAVE BECOME. I SHOULDN’T BE YOUR FRIEND… YOU DONT DESERVE IT. I GOT MARRIED BECAUSE OF YOU. I HATE THAT I MADE THE MISTAKES THAT I MADE BECAUSE OF YOU. I CANT BLAME YOU…. IT IS MY LIFE AND I SHOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER AT IT. I WISH I COULD ASK EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE WONDERED FOR YEARS. WHAT DID I DO TO YOU ——. WHY WOULD YOU FUCK WITH SOMEONES BRAIN LIKE THAT. I HATE THAT IM INSECURE BECAUSE OF YOU.