There are days when everything goes wrong, when all you want to do is crawl into a hole and disappear!!! I have my kids and I love them but sometimes it seems like I have a third child at home and trust me two kids are enough!!!! I guess this is what happens when I think too much!!! What a bad day!!! It’s days like this that make me think more and more !!!!!! and I just want to stop thinking !!
I WISH I NEW THE TRICK TO FORGETTING.
IM TIRED OF THINKING ABOUT YOU, HOW YOU STILL AFFECT ME NOW AND HOW I CANT HELP BUT WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND. I THINK I WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH THE PERSON YOU WERE NOT THE PESON YOU HAVE BECOME. I SHOULDN’T BE YOUR FRIEND… YOU DONT DESERVE IT. I GOT MARRIED BECAUSE OF YOU. I HATE THAT I MADE THE MISTAKES THAT I MADE BECAUSE OF YOU. I CANT BLAME YOU…. IT IS MY LIFE AND I SHOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER AT IT. I WISH I COULD ASK EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE WONDERED FOR YEARS. WHAT DID I DO TO YOU ——. WHY WOULD YOU FUCK WITH SOMEONES BRAIN LIKE THAT. I HATE THAT IM INSECURE BECAUSE OF YOU.
Dear Prudence…. Ive been thinking a lot about writing again.. i know that its been like 4 yrs since ive written anything and ive kinda been scared to write.. im afraid that the people i write about will realize that im writing about them and im afraid of letting them know..ME..
why am i still afraid after all these years what people will think about me„, i like me, i like who i am…
screw everything and everybody.. THIS IS ME
I am a 27 yr old woman with he heart of a child i love music art and animals. I have a wonderful husband and a gorgeous baby girl who im in love with. Im a very nice person who believes in karma so i try not to do bad things. Im a dreamer. i have a huge imagination and believe in fearies………..